Us women, we pride ourselves on the things that make us different. Our hair, eyes, face. We all have different figures and faces that make us stand out from the crowd.
My hair has always been a pain in the ass, but it's thick and massive. I like that it's naturally curly and it's possibly the only thing that I get complimented on.
Lately, it's starting to get to me how much hair I'm starting to lose. It's getting thinner every day. I can feel clumps running down my back whilst I'm in the shower, my hairbrush is full every time I brush it.
It's got the point where I'm scared to wash my hair, imagine clogging up the plug every single time you wash your hair coz there's so much coming out.
I may not be bald, and for the first time I can be grateful for the thickness of my hair, but it still breaks my heart.
I wonder how long my thick hair can hide the fact that I'm losing hair every day.
Take my weight, my boobs are smaller, my clothes are bigger....but don't make me bald.
After being diagnosed with Behcet Syndrome, my mom handled the news better than anyone else probably ever could. She didn't let it effect her life and instead continued to be one of the most positive and uplifting person I've ever known. Side effects from tablets have her kidney failure. I remember being in primary school and her being yellow in a hospital bed and just being told she was poorly. Not long after that we're sorting out a cupboard in the house and watching a VHS video of someone explaining dialysis and how to work the machine etc. As young children we would help our mom up off the floor and we would help with so much around the house to help out. Years of steroids definitely took its toll, especially towards the end of her life. Her bones would break by just walking. She had a heart attack one year which she was given an inhaler for, one day she used her inhaler and her fifth invertebrate snapped with mere millimetres of bone protecting her central nervous sy...
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