So 3rd January 2016 I officially moved into my house in Axminster, Devon. I'm officially 140 miles from anyone I know - from my family and my friends. I know that this is 100% the best decision for Cory and the best place to raise him. To say I miss my friends and family is an understatement. Feels like my friends are drifting away from me. Even though I'm the one that's moved it feels like they're the ones who are distanced. I felt so good when I first moved here I was waking up with a smile on my face. It went down hill when I had an awful colonoscopy which turned into a small operation - something I'm still really suffering from. The blood I'm losing every day means I'm lacking severely in energy. I've had a lot to worry about this past month especially and I don't think people understand how hard it is to be on your own coping through it all. I'd love a hug. I'd love more chats with friends. I'm overwhelmed with everything - I ...